For some reason this word is something that has been tugging at my heart lately, along with many other things. What is faith, to each of us that question would be answered differently to me it is so many things, and I think I am finally finding my way of living MY faith! When Mike and I were married we were young we were sick of mom and dad making us go to church every Sunday, and we didn't want to have anything to do with either of the churches we had been raised in. The next few years were very trying, and many of those times instead of turning to the Lord and asking for help I felt alone. At that point I pushed away from faith even more, I knew that he wasn't there for me. Now as I am on my journey to a better me, I think to myself, why when I don't ever ask for his guidance would I expect to feel it. I am sure in my times of need his sorrow for me has been so great, and I just turned my back. There is something that I would love to do that I came across days ago, and haven't been able to stop thinking about, there is a mission trip to Uganda in April that I would love to be a part of. I know that I live so selfishly and this could be the thing for me that may give me the strength I need! Pray for me, pray for the orphans, maybe this isn't my time, but if it is I think only a miracle is going to make it happen!
Merry Christmas 2016
9 months ago