It has been 10 days since I lost one of the most wonderful men that I will ever know... my Daddy. My heart is so broken, I don't even know were to start picking up the pieces and trying to put it back together. How do you ever get past the things that you wish you could have had a chance to say, or do. This morning as I headed to the hospital for my 3rd Chemo treatment, for one moment it slipped my mind that he was gone and I grabbed my phone to text him, and let him know that I was having a treatment today. Then just as quickly as I had forgotten, it all came back to me. I am only 26... I'm not ready to do it on my own... I need him to guide me. One of the hardest parts of this is my children, my older boys I think are starting to understand that he is NEVER coming back, and they are sad. They want to do things with Grandpa Kenny. Uh... I guess this is all for today... I am sure I will have many more to come. Thank you for all of your love and support.
I am married to an amazing man, and as a bonus he is a wonderful father! We have 5 perfect little munchkins. Life is a little crazy at our house the laundry, toys, and food that 5 little people go through is INSANE, but I am loving being the mother of these 5 amazing little souls. I hope you enjoy a glimpse into our crazy little life!!!