It's What Works Best.

I never never wanted to be one of those bloggers that seemed like all of there posts were about being sick... but sorry that is what you are getting lately and if you don't like it... don't read on!  About 2 1/2 years ago I had Meningitis, I was in and out of the hospital for about 2 months, lost 30 lbs. in 2 weeks was on my death bed.  My Rheumatologist decided that the best option at that point would be Chemo, in some Auto Immune cases they resort to Chemo to get it into remission.  It WORKED!!! It was amazing my Lupus has been so in control since then... until a little over a month ago, I was super sick I posted about it.  So now the same symptoms are coming back I am having very severe muscle pain.  Honestly the best way to explain it would be that I worked out way to hard, and now I'm feeling it today, but I didn't work out really hard I slept!  I went into the my doctor yesterday,  we have decided to do Chemo again, so I am preparing for some sick days, but I've done it before and can do it again if it means I will be healthy for a few more years, I am just hoping & praying it works as well as the last time! So what I am hoping is that all of you.... my amazing blogging friends, will pray!  Pray for my sweet little babies, that they will feel safe and ok through all of this.... That my poor hubby will be as amazing as he always is and have the strength to put up with me... and that this treatment works, so that I can be the mommy and wife that I need to be!  Thanks!!!